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AsphyxiationThings are going on in my head and my heart. Things that I don't understand. Things that I do understand. Things I don't want to talk about. Things I fear.   
It grips me, this warm dread, like an asphyxiation. Like your blood running over your forehead and down the side of your face. A terrifying, familiar warmth, perhaps.  
 
Pull me back again. I've been out too long, wandering the streets for the answers to be found. But some questions I just don't want the answers to, no matter how much I may inquire.   
This tattoo doesn't show your devotion. It doesn't show your independence. It shows who you are. And if y Asphyxiation
by ~Hirokoness
Buried Beneath It Alli. My lip has been destroyed by my teeth. This plague has drawn circles and bags under my eyes. And I can feel the beat beat beat of the throb throb throbbing in my head.   
ii. It's going to be okay. Patience is the key, and time is the lock. Don't think about it too much so it doesn't bother you as much. (Fuck that. It's been a while since I've been unhappy. Let me enjoy it while I can.)   
iii. All of my energy is being wasted so that I don't scream. My legs are twitching, but I can't just give up and run. I just can't. But soon I'll be able to let it all out. Just bottle it up some more, hold in the energy for a few mo Buried Beneath It All
by ~Hirokoness
Before I Give InThere are voices in my head, screaming to get out.   
Nails carving at my arms. They carve the words I can never find in my voice.   
Voices running up my spine. I can only tremble.   
Nails peeling skin off of bone. Shaking and screaming.   
Voices in my ears, nails on my elbows. Everything is becoming everything becoming nothing.  
 
Voices in my fingers and nails at my ears, fears rolling as my sanity slips off.   
Nothing. Before I Give In
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Tell Me Once Again - Color
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11.23.09

Mon Nov 23, 2009, 6:15 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: "Jezebel" by Iron & Wine
So. Going on my annual 8-hour car ride up to New York to see family for Thanksgiving, on Wednesday. Come back on Saturday. Whoopee. (Actually, I love going up there. The food, the family, the alone time, the food...)

And, by the way, sorry for being such a deadbeat artist. School is being icky. Rarely is a day I don't have homework. When I don't have homework, I either spend the afternoon with my boyfriend or watch TV for five hours. I still write poetry. (If I'm even worthy of calling it poetry or myself a poet.) Drawing has been difficult. I feel uninspired. I do doodle in my biology notebook, so I guess that's something.

I just realized that I will be a zombie when softball season starts.

I'll try to get some drawings done, some things written, and maybe a few pictures taken. I'm kind of thinking I should attempt National Novel Writer's Month and try to write a 50,000 word story in one week. It would be interesting. Sloppy, probably poorly written, but interesting. That would be about 7,142 words a day, or roughly 14 pages a day. Heh. That actually sounds like fun.

Well, anyways, hopefully I'll start submitting some shit soon. I hope.

And is anyone else getting really stressed out about Christmas shopping? I know I am.

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I've been drawing my entire life. - Writing didn't become serious to me until 7th grade. - I picked up photography as an art only last year. - My favorite soda is Pepsi or Dr. Pepper. - I like Arizona iced tea. When I can't have it, I drink orange juice instead. - I wear the same two rings every day. They mean something to me. - I love life because of my friends and boyfriend.

Devious Info

  • Interests: Drawing, writting, reading, listening to music
  • Favourite movie: Dark Knight, PotC, Transformers, The Lost Boys, The Brothers Grimm
  • Favourite band or musician: Dance Gavin Dance, All Time Low, Avril Lavigne, Goo Goo Dolls, Mayday Parade, Matt Nathanson
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, Alternative, Jazz, Screamo
  • Favourite artist: Loppy
  • Favourite poet or writer: Mee Na and myself.
  • Operating System: Windows XP and HP Pavilion dv5 (Vista)
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod Video
  • Shell of choice: Sea shell
  • Skin of choice: uh... mine?
  • Favourite cartoon character: Flapjack!
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, pen, colored pencils, Photoshop Elements 5.0, and scanners do help

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:icontrickd123:
~TrickD123 5 days 12 hours ago
thank you for the fave! :D
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~vincentevanpig Oct 14, 2009, 11:19:59 AM
OH CRAP

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we are all financial burdens.
except to those who feed off of us
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~vincentevanpig Oct 16, 2009, 10:21:52 AM
I was bored

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we are all financial burdens.
except to those who feed off of us
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~idolise-me Oct 6, 2009, 10:21:33 AM
Thanks a lot :heart:

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It's kinda easy when you have nothing, cus nothing can be taken away from you.
:iconwannabeanarchist:
*WannabeAnarchist Oct 4, 2009, 11:59:14 AM
Thanks for the fave! How's Northwood?
:iconhirokoness:
~Hirokoness Oct 5, 2009, 11:14:13 AM
Eeeeh it's alright. It feels way better than last year, even though not much has changed.
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~CazIsTheSexx Oct 4, 2009, 7:13:57 AM
Thanks for the :+fav:!

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I intend to live forever.
So far, so good.
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*losingmyfaith Oct 2, 2009, 5:20:40 PM
thanks for the watch, I appreciate it (:

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" ...he's more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same, and Linton's is as different as a moonbeam from lightning, or frost from fire."
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